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Dah nak masuk 2 minggu dah rasa macam ni. Rasa macam penat sangat. Sangat - sangat tak bermaya. Nampak sangat umur makin meningkat.

Tadi, thanks to Facebook, I "jumpa" balik my TESL friends. Most of them are married and some of them dah ada anak... Memang patut pun.

Last Saturday, I pergi wedding my ex-colleague. The truth: I memang tak nak pergi, bukan sebab tak happy diorang nak kahwin, but I takut I tak boleh nak control my emotions. Lately, I senang nak mengalir airmata bila cakap pasal weddings nih.

When will mine be? I don't know, I really don't. I wish I could have a definite answer. A definite answer could help me move on with my life. Bukan macam sekarang. Rasa macam stuck. I can't be here nor there. Ntah la, tengok je la macam mana nanti...

Ingatkan dia?

It's a long break

Hmm... Yeah, I know, you don't have to rub it in. It has been what, 3 months since my last post. I must say, there's so much things happening around me, personally and professionally. Penat la wei...

No time ka? Not really. Just plain tired (More of lazy sebenarnya). Tapi ada satu cerita ni yang I akan tulis. Something that I have kept to myself for a long, long time. This was the month, 7 years ago.

So in the mean time, sabo yer, I janji akan publish jugak nanti, before the month ends....