Why can't I?

Why can't I tell him that I really like him?
Why can't I tell him that he is fine just the way he is?
Why can't I tell him that he and I complement each other?
Why can't I tell him that I am willing to spend the rest of my life with him, through and through?

Why can't I tell him I want to be the person that he love most and I would love him back as much?
Why can't I tell him I don't want to settle down with anyone else except him?
Why can't I tell him I don't want to bear anyone else's children but only his?

Why can't I tell him all this when I know I really want him to know how I feel?
Why can't I?
Why can't I?
Why can't I?

Dang! I hate myself for not being able to tell him all this and it doesn't do me any good!

30 years and still going strong

It's my birthday today. I do hope I will be able to live life as fulfilling as it could be...

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Cerita Korea

I got hooked with this Korean series, The Wedding. Because of that I insist on going home at 5.30pm sharp so I could arrive home at 6.30pm. As a result, I have to be in the office as early as 7.30am. That would lead to me waking up very very early in the morning to get ready. To be able to wake up early, I have to sleep early. And all this happened because I got hooked with this Korean series, The Wedding...