Friday, April 14, 2006

Ish! Apekebendenyer?

I have a friend, or shall I say a best friend. We were born in the same year; he arrived in this world in January and I was born ten months after that. He is the first baby boy in his family while I am the youngest daughter of my family. I never like what he likes and he never likes what I like. There is nothing in common between us but somehow we stick together like magnets. (Prolly we are of different pole!)
I met him today. Hmm... happiness! (mind you, we seldom meet; busy, busy man indeed). But that is not what I wanna write about. What is in my mind right now is: WHAT ON EARTH IS WRONG WITH HIM? Apekebendernye neh? He always have girlfriends (I think bitches are more appropriate; sorry dude) who ends up hurting him and it hurts when I see him hurt. Why is it hard for him to see which one is good for him and which one is not? Sometimes I feel like knocking on his head so that he could see clearer (Hmm... maybe if I pinch him harder, which I always do, he could see clearer kot. Tee hee). Why can't he see that there are far more better girls out there, who sincerely and wholeheartedly cares about him are available but no, he still chooses those bitches who are capable of hurting him. Eiiii... geram sungguh tau!!!
Teddy, please look around you, and when I say look, you better look carefully. Your problem is my friend, you NEVER looked at the right direction. I know what you are looking for is right in front of you but you are too blind (or rather too stoopid) to see. Jangan nanti bila orang tu dah takde, baru nak sedar she's the right person for you. I don't want you to get hurt again and again. Allah gave you perfect senses, perfect brains for you to use it, please, I beg you, use it wisely. Istikharah and InsyaAllah you will get the answer. I can only listen to your problems and kutuk you a lil bit but it is God's will that will help you see clearly. Apa-apa pun, please remind me to knock on your head when I see you next time.

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