Why can't I?

Why can't I tell him that I really like him?
Why can't I tell him that he is fine just the way he is?
Why can't I tell him that he and I complement each other?
Why can't I tell him that I am willing to spend the rest of my life with him, through and through?

Why can't I tell him I want to be the person that he love most and I would love him back as much?
Why can't I tell him I don't want to settle down with anyone else except him?
Why can't I tell him I don't want to bear anyone else's children but only his?

Why can't I tell him all this when I know I really want him to know how I feel?
Why can't I?
Why can't I?
Why can't I?

Dang! I hate myself for not being able to tell him all this and it doesn't do me any good!