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Why am I so full of rage at this moment? Asyik rasa nak marah je everytime I am at home? What is wrong with me exactly? I am so afraid to even speak because I know it will come out nasty even if I have no intention of doing it? I feel like hitting someone, kicking butt and even smashing their heads to the wall, I really do. I feel like shouting so loud just to let all this anger subside, I really do!

I need to talk to someone but I don't know where to start. What would I tell when I don't even know the reason I feel this way. HELP ME....

MC la pulak!

For more than 2 weeks I suffered from CTS. I finally surrendered yesterday night as it gave unbearable pain on my right hand. I could barely sleep yesterday and I felt helpless. Hey, it is so painful that I shed tears (not that I always do that). No painkiller could help ease the pain. Kalau ikut perasaan, malam semalam jugak nak pegi hospital.

I went to my Ortho this morning and he gave me the steroid jab to lessen the swelling. He suggested I should opt for a minor surgery to release the vein. If I were to have that surgery, I should be having it 8 weeks from now (Err... 8 weeks? hmm... Is that before of after the Bandung trip? Gotta check my schedule).

Anyway, my right hand is all puffed up; the effect of the jab. Can't do much when it's all puffed up. As a result, I get 2 days of medical leave. BLISS! Hehehehe